smilieme

Hey dad, remember me? About ten years ago I was your everything I was your life until I couldn't live up to your legacy. I'm sorry for not growing up as planned Hey mom, look me in the eye, You know I'm sorry for all the nights you had to cry over me I just wish you could realize I'm only trying to live up to Everything that you want me to be. I've put you through hell and you know I'm not worth it I'm not what you wanted, and don't compare to shit anymore I'm so sorry and now I can't take it back No, I can't change anything I know I have failed you but I'm just trying to live up to Everything that you want me to be. You know I

Music take me away Some other place, some other day Help me find a way For once to just be okay Play the notes I need to hear Bringing death oh so near Don't even bother to shed a tear I know you wont think of missing me dear Sing me your song so soft and light It brings me comfort as I die this night Let me go do not fight I'll disappear like in the sky a kite I hope the music will take you away Maybe back to the old days Help you hold on and find a way Than maybe you too will be okay I'll play the notes you need to hear But I'm playing them to keep death at bay and me near Even though you have not I will cry tears I miss

All things dark-are steering near It’s true that my mind, is so unclear But the pain in here-is so sincere That I can see, I’ve nothing to fear I’m not confined, with pain on my side I’ll no longer hide-with my mind open wide My body I defied-for one hell of a ride It’s not a suicide when your soul already died It’s a true art-to devour your own heart You feel the fall, but it’s just another part Yes it will hurt-but you’ll never convert Your mind will say, it’s your just dessert Everything’s a trap, waiting to strike back They're ready to snap-ready to fuckin’ attack It