Everything You Want Me To Be. by helloxkelci, literature
Literature
Everything You Want Me To Be.
Hey dad, remember me?
About ten years ago I was your everything
I was your life until I couldn't live up to your legacy.
I'm sorry for not growing up as planned
Hey mom, look me in the eye,
You know I'm sorry for all the nights you had to cry over me
I just wish you could realize I'm only trying to live up to
Everything that you want me to be.
I've put you through hell and you know I'm not worth it
I'm not what you wanted, and don't compare to shit anymore
I'm so sorry and now I can't take it back
No, I can't change anything
I know I have failed you but I'm just trying to live up to
Everything that you want me to be.
You know I
Music take me away
Some other place, some other day
Help me find a way
For once to just be okay
Play the notes I need to hear
Bringing death oh so near
Don't even bother to shed a tear
I know you wont think of missing me dear
Sing me your song so soft and light
It brings me comfort as I die this night
Let me go do not fight
I'll disappear like in the sky a kite
I hope the music will take you away
Maybe back to the old days
Help you hold on and find a way
Than maybe you too will be okay
I'll play the notes you need to hear
But I'm playing them to keep death at bay and me near
Even though you have not I will cry tears
I miss
All things dark-are steering near
Its true that my mind, is so unclear
But the pain in here-is so sincere
That I can see, Ive nothing to fear
Im not confined, with pain on my side
Ill no longer hide-with my mind open wide
My body I defied-for one hell of a ride
Its not a suicide when your soul already died
Its a true art-to devour your own heart
You feel the fall, but its just another part
Yes it will hurt-but youll never convert
Your mind will say, its your just dessert
Everythings a trap, waiting to strike back
They're ready to snap-ready to fuckin attack
It
Current Residence: London Favourite genre of music: i listen to everything generally. Favourite photographer: Peter Marlow (magnumphotos) MP3 player of choice: Sony walkman Personal Quote: "Never be afraid to face the truth"
Favourite Movies
The Pianist ... Hallam Foe ... Liar Liar ... Back To the Future
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
John Lennon ... The Fray
Favourite Writers
J.K Rowling
Tools of the Trade
my camera, photoshop, imagination.
Other Interests
music ... movies ... literature ... life ... photography ... people
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